Rabu, 14 Desember 2011

CHAPTER 1

is it something terrible to love someone like him,was not but now yes...when the first time i saw him,i never knew that he would be my number first heartbreaker,well he got me from the first place i standing...i cant read his mind,his mind fells like chance,well...he supposed to be chance,but i dindt get his cnance,why...i just wanna have him,learn about himself all over agin...but he didnt allow me,may be i do something wrong in the past...i love him,but i cant reach him,once again....sometimes i fell i wanna do anything for him,but because i pray to got to have him,i wonder,do god really want me to do anything for him,how i can get him...sometimes when i feel impossible to ask him,so i ask god..because theres nothing immpossible for god,this feeling was killing me,as long as he treat me like a shit...
      its hard to be sincere when we keep meeting,but its easy when im never see him again,i stop to insist something again,i just want to let it go...coz when i insist something and its doesnt getting work,it would be suck.and we cant insist someone hearts either...well maybe it is the best way for me,i believe theres nothing impossible for god,so i think he just didnt allow me to have him.may be theres something will happening if we have more relationship...its getting hard when he ask me to do something wrong,if im trying,how im trying..coz the only way to his heart is only doing something wrong,and im asking to god to dont let me do that...
      i think im gonna start a new story,ive decide to stop hoping him,get away from his life,and stop loving him,like i’ve said.if you couldnt have the one that you loved,you have to stop love him,..im gonna find a new guy sooner or later,i hope for someone who loves me,wathever i am,im gonna make a new chapter of my love story...

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