18 Desember 2011

I confess that i’m lonely....but i think i’m getting ussual with that,well i don’t have another choice except accept that...

But i think that’s okay,because i do really need something...or someone new,i can’t keep hoping or knowing only my ex,i have to get someone else who can i trust,love and learn...but i knoe either that it will takes a long time...but again,i don’t have any choice...

I believe that lord have something behind this all shitt,i’m just getting drowned into my job and my college work...it’s not something bad,but you can not say that it was good either if it’s too much...i believe i don’t do it too much because i can’t do something good or usefull with much...hahah.

Here are something embarassing,why the guys who intrested to me is always freak ???? hell please,i need to get up my standart,it’s too ugly...well it’s a little bit hard,but it’s true...and this thing gonna be make my time more more longer to be single...i hope i can’t do that cause i know it will be hard...but i make sure that i can survive.i have to,